.. & only 5¢ a NiGhT

Mon, 09 Oct 2006 04:22:44 GMT

So the 19th to 25th James and I are going to be in Florida due to his grandparents. :) They're paying for the entire trip.. the only money I have to bring is to tip the taxi driver when he drives us to their house. Plus, we get to stay in the guest house, whoot! I'm not sure what part of Florida we're going to be in, but I'm assuming somewhere around the Disney World/Sea World/MGM Studios area, as they mentioned those as a possibility.

This is totally what I'm looking forward to in life right now, heh. A lot more than these four page or more papers that keep being due! But in good news, I'm still getting straight A's, so I'm still on track for the nursing program, heh. St. Francis might even be paying for my nursing assistant classes next summer. :D I love the hospital!

Speaking of the hospital, my direct deposit finally kicked in. Money is being very nice to us, though James needs to get promoted soon, lol. We both put in the same effort but I'm getting more than three dollars more than him an hour, plus I have a fifty cent raise on the way.. not to mention he's working forty hours a week and I'm only putting in sixteen.. And it's not like he isn't already acting like a team lead over in the Deli anyway! But blah, my ambition has a tendency to attack those I love, so I'll let it be.

Sun, 04 Dec 2005 06:38:03 GMT

This weather is horrible.. it's 4 degrees outside and James is at his father's hosue, so I'm sitting her shivering by myself, blah. The roads are icy and now Billy has a good laugh every time he sees me, apparently I have no skills on winter roads. Apparently sliding as to almost hit a few cars and face oncoming traffic and eventually slide into the ditch is funny. Well, I thought it was funny. Stupid highway 13.

As it was our last day we thought a good plan would be social suicide by not showering and sitting and playing nintendo. Fortunately Callista staged an intervention and forced proper hygiene and social behaviors. We went to the Mall of America and basically found Carlie (Charlie) Mason (Manson). Then we went to Callie's house and cringed our way through Resevoir Dogs. It was especially disturbing being aware that the scene with the cop inspired two fifteen- and sixteen-year-old boys to strip another teen naked, stab him with a broken bottle, dance around him singing "Stuck In The Middle With You" and eventually kill him. All in all a delightful evening.

Come back, James. :( Nobody wants to tuck me in.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 05:19:08 GMT

3 people go into a hotel and get a room that costs 30 dollars, paying 10 each. As they return to the desk the day after, The clerk had made a mistake and the room only cost 25 dollars, so the clerk said they can't split 5 dollars between three people so the clerk took 2 dollars and gave each person a dollar. So therefore each paid 9 dollars for the room, 3x9 is 27 and the clerk had 2 dollars. Which would only equal 29 dollars. What happened to the other dollar?

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 21:41:34 GMT

I HAVE AN INTERVIEW AT 6:00PM ON JULY 7TH WHOO. :)

Wed, 22 Jun 2005 05:25:45 GMT

Wow. Summer=crazy.

Especially when it comes to romances, hah.

Not exactly the Scarlett O'Hara effect, but I couldn't think of a different word.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 04:17:41 GMT

My stomach is distended, I should think. It hurts quite a bit, because I keep eating cookies while reading Jane Eyre. And I've lost most of my school assignments.

I keep thinking about ugly people. Not ugly-in-the-face people, but ugly-in-the-mind people. Sometimes those descriptions go together, but a lot of the time, they don't.

Isn't it funny how I was deaf in my right ear and I didn't even notice? The doctor told me so. "Doesn't your right ear hurt?" "Yes, I thought it was my latest throat infection." "Maybe that could cause the pain, but the infection has definitely made you deaf." Temporarily, darlings--zithromax is healing me as we speak! I much prefer it to amoxicillin. So it is healing my ear infections and my throat infection--this throat infection is not strep, but it was strep last time.

I feel unsettled, but at least I have more permanance than you, you little bitch.

And dear strange Russian boys: stop drunk dialing me at 3:30am, that is Becky's sleeping time. Also, dear Tyler from work: stop smirking, I will inevitably beat your ACT score, because I am stubborn. Lastly, dearest livejournal: stop making me update you. You're quite competent to update yourself, please try it next time.

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 04:13:45 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	66%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|	16%
Empathy	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%

Romantic	\|\|	10%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Food indulgent	\|\|	10%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	90%

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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were very low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:

craves attention, messy, open, rash, irritable, likes large parties, low self control, weird, fragile, does not like to be alone, emotionally sensitive, worrying, depressed, heart over mind, does not respect authority, dependent, not rule conscious, not good at saving money, more interested in relationships than intellectual pursuits, likes to fit in, very social, frequently second guesses self, phobic, suspicious, not careful, outgoing, vain, compassionate, aggressive, likes to make fun, hates to lose

ACTs on Saturday. :(

..Granted, I understand the motive, I've shared the proverbial moccasins, but I don't believe that makes me any less angry.

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 04:16:52 GMT

I really have nothing to say on here that I haven't reiterated a thousand times in my head, and I blame it all on the lack of authority figures in my life! (and also somewhat on my general laziness except when it comes to contemplating the same things over and over in some sort of morbid self-torture.)

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 22:01:42 GMT

I am at Dunn Brothers coffee with Christine right now, it is raining outside, just like the last time I was at a Dunn Brothers on the internet on livejournal. :) Christine bought me coffee and I am going to take her to work after we are done (most likely several minutes late) and when I pick her up we will eat things that were once alive themselves, but now have joyfully massacred themselves for my digestive enjoyment.

Christine appears to be mocking my choice of vocabulary.

I burned my tongue on my coffee and it does not taste like caramel.

Sun, 13 Feb 2005 05:26:31 GMT

Oh no I have a little red wrangler, it is a stick shift and I hate gears way bad.

But Lana came over and we ate ice cream and I ran into a stick.

And I cannot sleep at Christine's house because I cannot drive my losercar. :(

I am going to name it Bambi!

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 01:03:22 GMT

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1. Becky

2. Beck

3. Rebecca

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1. l1ttl3 blu3 sh33p (or something like that, maybe i was white, i can't remember)

2. sereday x

3. just skewed UP

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. I try to accept everyone as they are.

2. I have a high tolerance for (physical) pain.

3. I can get a little manic, but it doesn't bother me.. it just bothers other people.

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. At times I can be too in-your-face with the crazies.

2. My sense of humor is so "out there" that lots of the time people don't get it.

3. When I'm by myself and/or it's dark, I can get excessively paranoid.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. Little things that bite you.

2. Being by myself in strange places.

3. Touchy-feely people.

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. Breaks in between activities, or I get worn down.

2. Same as Lana - other people. Preferably happy ones.

3. Sleep, and at least three catchy tunes so I can replay them in my head for the rest of the day!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1. A white tank.

2. Jeans.

3. Victoria's Secret panties?

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artist):

1. Third Eye Blind

2. Depeche Mode

3. Eve 6

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:

1. Bright Eyes: Sunrise, Sunset

2. Interpol: Evil

3. Ryan Adams: Burning Photographs

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

1. I kind of want to get out of the country.

2. Go someplace by myself and enjoy it.

3. Um, summer. I want to try summer. :)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):

1. Someone who is content with simple things but

2. also craves crazy excitement and

3. likes to fuck things up!

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no special order)

1. I have scars on my wrist but not from myself.

2. I have been in love.

3. I've tried pot.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1. Stylish facial hair - it makes them look older.

2. Muscles. :)

3. Hair that you really want to touch.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

1. Focus

2. Think rationally when my period is three months late

3. Parallel park

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. Listening

2. Sleeping (ME TOO LANA!)

3. Yelling at Christine!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:

1. Go to sleep. Even though I've slept 16 hours.

2. Crawl onto the roof, but there's snow out there.

3. Get a fucking car!

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:

1. Nurse

2. Stripper (but, oh damn, I don't got no boobs!)

3. Erm, translator?

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. Spain

2. New Orleans

3. Iceland

THREE KID'S NAMES:

1. Amarantha

2. Christopher (I would call him Tofu)

3. Magdalena

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. Learn to love solitude

2. Have my own house with stone floors and bright walls

3. Make a will

THREE PEOPLE WHO HAVE TO TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:

1. Christine

2. Ashley

3. Anyone who hasn't done it already

Tue, 01 Feb 2005 22:26:14 GMT

Today, February 1st of 2005, at about 4:10pm, Ginger the Christmas Pig (that we got on Halloween) passed away in my arms.. We waited with her until she stopped breathing.

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 15:34:44 GMT

I PASSED!

Helllooooo open road. :)

Wed, 22 Dec 2004 21:49:32 GMT

You seriously need to grow up. That might sound odd coming from me, but even though we're not friends anymore, you don't hear about me running around talking about how your life doesn't hold up to my standards. And let's face it - those change every time you find new friends to dump your old friends for (you've even admitted that you basically use people).

And even worse, most of the things you would probably use as evidence are one-time events. You base a person's character off a few things without ever bothering to get to know them, and insult everyone close to you until they just don't tell you what you don't want to hear. I figured that knowing you since fifth grade might grant me some leniency, but you've shown yourself to be as close-minded as you always were. Like the reference to "getting wasted" being one of the only things I bother to do in my time - you don't know what I do in my free time. You don't know who my friends are except when they're mutual, and you don't know anything about me. If I were like you, I would tell everyone you were a psychotic bitch. Not because you are one now, but because in seventh grade you were. And I would never open my eyes to see if you would change because that would take effort and I'll be damned if you'd ever do anything that might fracture your defensive little shell.

I don't want to be your friend, and I don't want to see you. But I do want you to shut up about me because if you were never really my friend anyway, you wouldn't know anything about who I am.

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 04:22:16 GMT

They have a word for a person like you, and it's called oblivious.

Wed, 01 Dec 2004 22:47:38 GMT

Now I know what they mean when they say they'd rather be anywhere but here.

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 23:39:29 GMT

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Class One: Ceramics with P. Wolf
Class Two: American History with M. Kurtz
Class Three: English with T. Walters
Class Four: Spanish 4 with T. Lehner
Class Five: Algebra II with J. Fettig
LUNCH: Lunch E
Class Six: Study Hall with S. Ethen
Class Seven: Chemistry with R. Wallus

PLEASE, tell me someone has lunch with me. XD; At least I have study hall before Chemistry, which is bound to be my worst subject. As usual. And so far Christine has confirmed that two of my teachers are complete dicks. What fun!

I don't remember signing up for ceramics!

Tue, 17 Aug 2004 07:45:27 GMT

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If you want to live.
You can’t change until...

You change
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And no one else
Only you can tell if it’s different."

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